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I hope yer naught mad.

Oh no!

Or oh yes?  I thought through my problems on my blog.  It may be what I need.

Don't you feel..

..that tendency for like IMDb to shut down?  That's sad.

Pinterest

ha ha

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Sears - Lounging in the Dorm

So, the youngest 1s are there, now, of the YZ generation.

link

So

I'm trying not to fight.

Or was I?

How do you trust people

if you don't know what they feel?  If only people not born as Late Boomers or as Generation YZ kids to them have 1 opinion, then how can you say anything for that.  Yer just animals.  I'm too old to change, too.

See

Ellen doesn't really talk to me.  She let go.  She just says, "Do the oppposite," if I write a way she dislikes.

You are planning on delivering|executing an exercise.

Like that Josh Groban is whiter than me, which he may be in racial label.  You'll say I can't be with anyone I find very attractive nor look up celebs like that somehow.  I fear you want me in prison and I am taking action to prevent it, yet you want to make something up to hurt me.

You can't joke about this stuff.  People thought I was white before.  I wasn't always thought to be Asian, and I don't shove myself into people if I fear for something Asian in me which was brought out.  I was considered kinda popular.

Warning

Don't think I'm some black girl cuz you be hating on blacks and I am a good person who is very white, like I shouldn't be looking up white people.  Well, I am about 1/2 white, so there, and the other part of me seems white, too.

This is so "nonsensical" that..

..I'll have my aunt plaqued to my life somehow just for saying I don't want to see her at the moment, cuz I seriously don't like her being rampant at me totally.

Why can't you just be "coo'?"

with my honest attempts to make a good post and make the bad things sound as good as possible?

Spam Attack

Ellen really is mean if she does this.  Now, it's all [deleted] that she made a black poster tease me in secret message on IMDb but made Twitter so quiet and IMDb itself already is.  She has no right to mess around with me.  I know she doesn't like me cuz that's why she does all this.  I didn't discredit the good things, but I'm curious as to the split feelings.  I mean, what do you expect?  Sometihng obvious?  I don't wanna "pay" for not wanting to see my relatives, cuz I didn't and it was cuz of my earplugs and alarm anyway.  This totally makes no sense.  I don't have to see them, neither!  I know my aunt is trying to bug me.  Too bad I missed my gramma, tho.

I mean

I wasn't saying anything, but I just felt bad and got a little mad I think.  I don't really see the big deal, as I honestly think they are visiting to bother me, my aunt.  She has an attitude each time, like she's better.  Also, I think there's something wrong with her, and of course I care.  She just seems different and upset with how she is.  All that wrapped in 1 is no fun.  She didn't wanna see a concert with me, like she said.

I'm worried what this could do to my life.

Let's talk about something.

Can you get sick of a person?  Yes.  Can you get not sick of a person.. moreso some than others cuz they know boundaries.  When people talk to me, nothing is about me sometimes.  The world has been under the influence of.

You can't keep doing these silly little things

that are related to some way you don't like I did some thing.  I see you're quiet now you irritated me.  My Gramma has problems.  I shouldn't have to listen to anyone.  I was considered well-behaved my whole life and now am 28, a decent human being.

I feel like I'm gonna pop.

I just don't wanna have Twitter be slow cuz I didn't see my Gramma cuz my alarm didn't wake me up with earplugs.

They are continuing to threaten me.  They are wrong.  This is *** and tacky.

Why don't you quit talking to me?

I didn't break anything.  It's a new day, and you're just bringing up stuff about my Gramma.

Problem

My nails are irritating me.

None of you have the right

to bother me or hurt me when I don't feel right.

Problem

I was upset with the mouse a little.  They are bothering me more and think my nails should get ugly.  That makes no sense.  I don't care what you think my Gramma meant about those things.  You can't stand on your own 2 feet and make up lies and hurt me.

You're just bothering me alone and playing around, like my life doesn't matter and you get to be in it.

Something came over me..

..no one is being nice to me and talking to me anywhere.. but I got the feeling some people aren't over that I didn't see my relatives, wasn't up to being forced to seeing my aunt so much.  I slept with earplugs thru my alarm and wanted to see my Gramma.  I'm online to talk to people, not mope about my family.  I just have a funny feeling.  Not sure why I'm posting this.

I got upset and am worried about what people will do to me for that.  I don't know what I did, but I am free to figure things out.  You shouldn't be picky about stuff when someone is upset.

Remember

when some people had an obligation to talk to you?

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