Monday, September 1, 2014

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I hope yer naught mad.

Oh no!

Or oh yes?  I thought through my problems on my blog.  It may be what I need.

Don't you feel..

..that tendency for like IMDb to shut down?  That's sad.
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Sears - Lounging in the Dorm

So, the youngest 1s are there, now, of the YZ generation.

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So

I'm trying not to fight.

Or was I?

How do you trust people

if you don't know what they feel?  If only people not born as Late Boomers or as Generation YZ kids to them have 1 opinion, then how can you say anything for that.  Yer just animals.  I'm too old to change, too.

See

Ellen doesn't really talk to me.  She let go.  She just says, "Do the oppposite," if I write a way she dislikes.

You are planning on delivering|executing an exercise.

Like that Josh Groban is whiter than me, which he may be in racial label.  You'll say I can't be with anyone I find very attractive nor look up celebs like that somehow.  I fear you want me in prison and I am taking action to prevent it, yet you want to make something up to hurt me.

You can't joke about this stuff.  People thought I was white before.  I wasn't always thought to be Asian, and I don't shove myself into people if I fear for something Asian in me which was brought out.  I was considered kinda popular.

Warning

Don't think I'm some black girl cuz you be hating on blacks and I am a good person who is very white, like I shouldn't be looking up white people.  Well, I am about 1/2 white, so there, and the other part of me seems white, too.

This is so "nonsensical" that..

..I'll have my aunt plaqued to my life somehow just for saying I don't want to see her at the moment, cuz I seriously don't like her being rampant at me totally.

Why can't you just be "coo'?"

with my honest attempts to make a good post and make the bad things sound as good as possible?

Spam Attack

Ellen really is mean if she does this.  Now, it's all [deleted] that she made a black poster tease me in secret message on IMDb but made Twitter so quiet and IMDb itself already is.  She has no right to mess around with me.  I know she doesn't like me cuz that's why she does all this.  I didn't discredit the good things, but I'm curious as to the split feelings.  I mean, what do you expect?  Sometihng obvious?  I don't wanna "pay" for not wanting to see my relatives, cuz I didn't and it was cuz of my earplugs and alarm anyway.  This totally makes no sense.  I don't have to see them, neither!  I know my aunt is trying to bug me.  Too bad I missed my gramma, tho.

I mean

I wasn't saying anything, but I just felt bad and got a little mad I think.  I don't really see the big deal, as I honestly think they are visiting to bother me, my aunt.  She has an attitude each time, like she's better.  Also, I think there's something wrong with her, and of course I care.  She just seems different and upset with how she is.  All that wrapped in 1 is no fun.  She didn't wanna see a concert with me, like she said.

I'm worried what this could do to my life.

Let's talk about something.

Can you get sick of a person?  Yes.  Can you get not sick of a person.. moreso some than others cuz they know boundaries.  When people talk to me, nothing is about me sometimes.  The world has been under the influence of.

You can't keep doing these silly little things

that are related to some way you don't like I did some thing.  I see you're quiet now you irritated me.  My Gramma has problems.  I shouldn't have to listen to anyone.  I was considered well-behaved my whole life and now am 28, a decent human being.

I feel like I'm gonna pop.

I just don't wanna have Twitter be slow cuz I didn't see my Gramma cuz my alarm didn't wake me up with earplugs.

They are continuing to threaten me.  They are wrong.  This is *** and tacky.

Why don't you quit talking to me?

I didn't break anything.  It's a new day, and you're just bringing up stuff about my Gramma.

Problem

My nails are irritating me.

None of you have the right

to bother me or hurt me when I don't feel right.

Problem

I was upset with the mouse a little.  They are bothering me more and think my nails should get ugly.  That makes no sense.  I don't care what you think my Gramma meant about those things.  You can't stand on your own 2 feet and make up lies and hurt me.

You're just bothering me alone and playing around, like my life doesn't matter and you get to be in it.

Something came over me..

..no one is being nice to me and talking to me anywhere.. but I got the feeling some people aren't over that I didn't see my relatives, wasn't up to being forced to seeing my aunt so much.  I slept with earplugs thru my alarm and wanted to see my Gramma.  I'm online to talk to people, not mope about my family.  I just have a funny feeling.  Not sure why I'm posting this.

I got upset and am worried about what people will do to me for that.  I don't know what I did, but I am free to figure things out.  You shouldn't be picky about stuff when someone is upset.

Remember

when some people had an obligation to talk to you?

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What It Was Like

as a brunette with black hair (the 2nd 1 that comes out)

Question

Why if I'm open as a European in public do people want to sniff what has to go on in the home between me and the people who live in it, parents?  Chinese people shy away from European stuff.

yay!

When midnight ticks, I will buy 3 Jillian Michaels workout DVDs: Abs, Cardio, Power, for @ $30.

I feel

I grew up with people telling me what I'm not.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Where did you 1st exist.

A young couple with a 34-year-old man on the shores of Pompano Beach, a few blocks from the sea 

It's by Miami! (technically the next biggest city up from it is just below  and the 1 above is no longer very South Floridian) 

pictures: 

https://images.search.yahoo.com/yhs/search;_ylt=A0LEVjqSzwNUXkgAYGoPxQ t.?p=pompanp+beach&fr=&fr2=piv-web&hspart=avant&hsimp= yhs-fh_avant 

 Home sweet home.

Problem

I'm not "shit" as a person like Ellen DeGeneres says I am.  I have problems, and I didn't cause them.

So

Why does Ellen DeGeneres think I'm a low caliber as a person compared to most people?  I didn't say I wanted to be an overly basic person.  I am not.  I also didn't make myself junky.  I was considered of about the highest caliber to others.  If I'm not much higher than her is fine.  She can't say everyone was joking.  I can do things.  She's taking back my whole life and convincing others of it.  She is not impressed with a po'girl.

Anyway

I like Helena Bonham Carter.  I just don't take Tim Burton picking on me for something I didn't do!

I did not "do" anything

to any race.  I deserve to be white like her.

I am just getting the feeling

These Southern Europeans are trying to take what I have as a laugh.  I'm not here to forgive and let them start over cuz I know they meant it.  If not, I don't really care, I'm not like that, this is my life.

Ugh!



(1) I do not agree that it's important that someone digresses and blames the other person who did nothing.

(2) Tim Burton is not an actor and therefore cannot classify himself as 1 over a budding or starting out younger actor.

With (1) I mean they think they can read our mind what we think of her.  We're just jealous of people like that on the whole, nothig personal.  He and Ellen don't talk to many people.  He thinks we thought something "unfair" to her.  These Jews can't all be mean to me in secret, too, and condescend on me like a weak Chinese.  I am part Jewish and I do not like being Chinese yet I do not disrespect any race.

Like

It's a part of a romance.  It's the Titanic!

Can't I talk?

Why can't I? Why can't I?

I didn't "do" anything.

This Just In

They are using me to dis me to make Bella Thorne feel better.

Wow

Josh Groban posted an attractive cat to indicate Bella Thorne.

Lovely Pans Dancer

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I can't be too good at school.

School wasn't that great.

AHA HA HA

If Tim Burton wanted an artist, he'd chose a painter but not meaning her in that they would be more single-minded and not really trained even in what he does!

Now, I really wanted time to do some art, so I'm not making fun of stuff.

Someone posted this on IMDb.



I was big on art, but I just drew.. and I did church music a lot and it was 1 of my favorites!  I feel the whole world sometimes feels .. some people make fun of me for putting expression in what I do when it comes to something serious like church.  No, watch the readers and the priest..

Tim Burton

avoids doing things people can read.  He did do Dark Shadows, which was an extremely long TV show 1st.

Funny

The way people say if you act white you can do anything, which it's a lie they would accept someone whose blood was not all white, .. it's like them giving everything to Bella Thorne after they know me.  Like, oh if you do what Bella Thorne does, which is debatable if that's doable as they indicate about the topic .. then you can do anything.  I think a lot of people can do anything.  Bella Thorne is happy being as gooda as she is and is improving I hope.

I just found

Polynesians may be a mix of Austronesian and Taiwanese.

Races

White|Caucasian
Asian
Middle Easterner
Pacific Islander
Native Americans
Blacks

Weird

People think I didn't try to be a good, white person.  People made things hard for me, though.  I think my mom and dad did it.  If I have any Asian traits, it's just something that's better that I know about..  :|  White people are not perfect and not good enough all the time.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: 'blaming the victim'

What about the victim of stupidity and fighting?? while others go free and unharmed as according to the current plan?

Who Does That?

Like, bump around if I did something that's not perfect that something related in a different way should harm me cuz it was to be that way.  What about the hurting me part?  Who can control what I do?  What about others?  What about them?  What did they forget?  This isn't helping me.  No one should be allowed to watch me in secret in that manner.  If you just did anything, it wouldn't make sense, at least, I know.  It's also interesting to think about, people who do this.

People Lying About What They Really Think About Me

Well, they live it.  I mean, why was the internet so "big" before and for me people want it not to be big?  I mean, even MySpace doesn't exist for me.  I am not some grump or something.  Everyone just used to call me quiet, when I wasn't, just couldn't get people to talk to at that age. Was probably tired, from homework and stuff.

They think, oh I didn't do anything but I could've.  "I admit 'the good stuff' too much.."  Other people had more talkative parents and had a harder time than me "making it."  So, that is considered active.  Active is when you chose to pursue something.  These people that make the internet not seem as cool as before.. they probably are active in a different way.  Come one, I'm always on.  What's the matter?  I'm even trying to get off sometimes to be productive in other ways, in a healthy way, planning things, getting other opportunities- I hope that doesn't make you, like, pass out.

Message from Disney Ride

Does everyone remember on the ride featuring Ellen DeGeneres the joke that she could pop up in your life?  She was being soft by pretending

(1) no one

OR

(2) not anyone

deserves to meet a famous person in real life.  It was insinuated in the joke where she pops up in the back of your car and how she said it.

Normally, you'd go all into this.  I think it speaks for itself.  Let's just say she started with 1 and it's clearly Portia.  She seems to wanna meet other people badly.  I'm proud of her for maintaining a positive relationship with Portia.  She doesn't have to meet anyone.  However, my plan is to get famous and hoard a fanbase I interact with.  I mean, who wouldn't?  I can talk to them on Twitter or host a forum.  So, that insinuates only some celebs are too good to be true and to meet.  They are not really that alone.  LOL!

Update

I added my e-mail address to my Twitter: christinabarrett2012@yahoo.com.

You can't make multiple accounts anymore.

Apology

Sorry to my Gramma for not being more concerned that I wake up by taking off my earplugs.  I was tired, or as my dad believed earlier, "sleepy."

Woke Up

"to pee" and eat.

I kinda wanna go back to bed.

Distraught

My alarm didn't wake me up @ 9 AM to get ready to see my gramma and aunt.  I had my earplugs on and the TV.  I woke up by like 3.  I hope I'm not in trouble, and I did wanna see my gramma.

So

What is the supposition that Ellen shuts down people being nice to me, intimidating, because I was cursing about the noises she put in my room?  So what if I slipped and *beep*'d at her from time to time and my dad being the 1 to bear the unfortunate brunt of some things I wrote @?

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A New Nutcracker

I could make 1,  I could do Alla Hornpipes by Handel on organ.

My Thing

Is if you don't talk you haven't walked the walk.

Some people, it's yelling for all to say they want to feel feelings from others to say, "Speak now or forever hold your peace" or "Drop on the deck and flop like a fish!"

I guess I say, "Speak now or forever hold your peace and let me talk and have you listen, too, at least and then respond."

What I Want

You will assume I'm like everyone else and need the opposite.  Well, this is the opposite of what some people would think now.  I like the girls having experiences of pleasure, the 16-17-year-olds.  I just wanna argue why people my age can't feel anything.  Maybe, we shouldn't with such hateful people.  Talk about the flawed past!  It's not 1 block of action.  You gotta think through the details of your life..

Some people can..

..deal with themselves.  I did.  I shouldn't have to go back in that way, like I'm the mistake of my dad and have a Queen for a mom.  These girls are like wetting themselves learning closely from Mamma, the teenagers who are like 16-17 now.  Yet, they are so comfortable and can feel pleasure.  My life is as horrid as it can be, speaking of the norm, with even my dad getting at me.  I can't walk in the room without a new conflict from him himself.  I am the daughter of them both improved and not them.  I don't like to think I am just my parents nor the closest to them all the time, so it would seem for everyone, even them themselves.  It might be good to not feel you have to get too close to anyone in times like this.

Spam

What say you about people who feel so skittish they have to get out an insult, like sending secret messages about a special or certain type of event and things constantly enough? but just to buffer the possibility of someone else doing it?  It actually is more of an imprint to think about someone doing it on purpose.  I mean, who'll be in your face and out of step and do that, another person like the 1st person I described? someone skittish?

All I can say is it's bad imaging on their behalf.  All I can say is you had your chance.  You had your chance before to get it out without making me feel like I'm in trouble all the time.  That probably will make me sick.

For me

living a life is glorious and not embarrassing|humiliating.  It does good, and not living it does very bad.

For me

offering up one's life is a stupid thing to do when you're not in imminent danger.

Definition

The secret formula is used to say what Ellen DeGeneres means.

Ellen thinks offering up one's life means just being nice.  She is merely "aware" of another made-up definition.  ^She grew up with "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" and everything watered down in a good way to Mickey Mouse.^

Well

They are the 1s who don't want me to decide what to do with her.  They can't decide to offer up my life for hers.

Kittens

There are kittens on TV and they remind me of Bella Thorne.  I hope they are talking good care of her.

Evil

How dare you tell me you want me to not be a successful human being racially.

A Nobody

Am I a nobody because of my mom's race?  What hurts me about that hurts her.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Anyone here know what it's like to be part white?

It's like being all white.  There's some thing a person just doesn't do unless they have to. 

Getting Ready for My Concert

Josh Groban, I've been watching your concert wen you sing "You Raise Me Up," haven't gotten around to the rest much at all except when you sang "All I Ask of You" earlier on.

Saturday, August 30, 2014

Wonderful Horn Pipe Music

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I changed the movie Charlie and the Chocolate Factory under the Movies page to 3x.

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